Raising My Frequency Ruined My "Life"

Have you ever heard the saying, 'I know just enough to be dangerous'?

I'm the type of person that understands the complexities of concepts. But due to this strange ability to just 'get' the subject, I also rarely dig deeply into its details.

Another older saying, 'a jack of all trades, but a master of none', makes me feel seen.

I'm so very thankful that My Man is a detail king and a master of many subjects because I'd be lost without those details.

But I digress...

When I decide that a subject is worth investigating, I will go down rabbit holes until I burn out on the subject . I'm sure, like many people these days. The advent of hyperlinks gave birth to rabbit holes. One more link and away we go like proverbial Alice in Wonderland! 

However, I tend to try to implement what I learn on my Wonderland excursions, and that's where things get whompy.

So, I was going down a Tesla quote rabbit hole about frequency, and came upon Solfeggio tones and binaural beats. I found that some of the Solfeggio tones correspond to the chakras and can be used for clearing and activation and away I went.

Then I found an older video from Dr. Wayne Dyer, in which he discusses the vibrational rates of different emotions. 

For anyone around in the 60's and 70's... VIBES, MAN. They are real.

If you aren't aware of any of this, the short and sweet is that emotions like shame, guilt and fear are low vibration, while love, joy, and peace are high vibration.

I'm sure that just from the listing of where you would be emotionally, it's obvious that the higher vibrational states are where you want to be. Not only do they feel good, but they are closer to divine energy.

It stands to reason then, that they are stronger vibrations. Think about it, you feel weak when you're fearful, but strong when you're happy.

If you ever wondered why it's so hard to do anything when you're in lower states of emotion, now you know why. They drain your vibration until it's so low that it's difficult to peel yourself out of bed. Think despair, another low vibration emotion. 

When you're happy or in love; boy howdy! You nearly bounce out of bed ready to start the day, don't you? High vibration aids your bounce!

So, now I know about vibration. I want high vibration. High vibration comes from what we would call 'good' emotions like serenity; got it!

Then I returned to looking into frequencies because they work together with vibration and energy right - the original Tesla Theory that opened up this particular set of rabbit holes to Wonderland!

So, seven of the nine Solfeggio tones can work on your personal, physical energy centers. 

By now nearly everyone has heard of chakras. That is what they are; your specific energy centers. Everyone has seven main chakras that essentially run from your tailbone to the top of your head. Beyond that there are more, but that's advanced chakral work. The seven are what most people think about when they use the term chakra.

Aside from these beneficial Solfeggio tones (frequencies) there are other frequencies all up and down the numerical scale and, come to find out, they all have an effect on the human body.

To me, that now means that frequency matters about as much as what I eat in a day, or where my emotional vibration stands to my over-all health.

I was very happy and intrigued about this because I love to sing. I don't consider myself a good singer, but I love it. Put on music and sing my favorite songs word for word... I have spent many housework hours and Friday nights this way. I'm not picky about an audience. It's really just for me. I love it.

But now, this rabbit hole! 

AAAKKK! Because I found out that even though the tone of 432 Hz, which is very soothing and healing and does wonderful things for your body and environment was thrown over in favor of 440 Hz.

The 440 Hz tone serves as the internationally recognized standard for musical pitch. It was 'discovered' by a German physicist in 1834. It was implemented as the musical standard in 1936.

8 Hz! So what? What's the difference?

440 slows your heartrate initially until you become accustomed to listening to it. It's also been shown to make people just a liiiiiittle bit less inhibited and a liiiiiittle bit angrier. Even though your ears don't know a difference, your body does.

And guess what else? The difference makes you more susceptible to the machinations of advertisements, as well as picking up on fear in the broadcasts - you know, like when they read the news.

Well Crap! I don't want to be mind controlled by my radio.

Plus, after working with all of the manifestation tutorials out there, I know my words matter. Like really matter. That which you focus on will come to be, right?

And in one rabbit hole filled week, it all comes together inside my brain.

If I keep listening to Teddy Smalls' brain worm of a song, I Lose Control, and sing it, I'm asking the universe to deliver my being out of control as well as all of the  longing contained therein. Plus! I'm in the wrong frequency which compounds the negative effects on my body, especially if I sing it with feeling.

Oh booger! Darn near everything on my playlist references drinking (which I already gave up; not starting that again!) or losing a partner or needing something that they don't have.

Well BLEEP!

I don't want ANY of that stuff in my life! 

It was one thing when I didn't know any better, but now I do! 

So, then I think, well, I'll just go over to the Christian music and see if there's anything I can find that I like. The content HAS to be better, right?

Well...

Most of them talk about Jesus. I believe in Jesus, yes, but I was raised Catholic. We don't worship Jesus, per se. We worship God and recognize the Trinity. So I'm not sure I should be singing that either. And, to add insult to injury, most of them are singing about what they've done wrong or don't have in their lives also! They just add in a part about Jesus saving them from their sins.

Okay, that didn't work. Let's see...

I tried to do the, "But singing brings me joy, which raises my vibration" loophole, but when you add in the Universal Law of Correspondence used in manifestation, where the words really, really matter - I knew I was cooked.

I changed the words to Teddy Smalls, but it's hard to remember to incorporate them, and my brain worm keeps singing the original no matter how many times I try to learn my adaptation.

I tried the same loophole of joy with Yellowstone, and that one's a little easier to justify since I'm not saying their scripts word for word.

I've learned to mute the commercials for self-preservation.

I'm not into sports, a lot of fiction novelists write trash and my interest base in entertainment is dwindling away to nearly nothing.

So far, raising my frequency has ruined my life.

I'm attempting to adapt. 

Choose your words carefully, but pray for me!